It’s been a while…

It feels like it’s been forever since I’ve posted on my website, and in online terms the two years since my last post almost qualifies.

In January of 2023, I decided to take a step back from being a full time artist in the pursuit of more financial stability and an attempt at what felt like a chance to get some things in order by taking a “proper” job. That could not have been a worse decision. Full stop.

Not only did the job I took not end up being better financially, it was emotionally/physically exhausting and left me so much worse off. So much so that it spilled over and was bad for my kid, too. So I did the only thing I could reasonably do and I resigned from that job, and have gone back to my old life, or at least something resembling it. There’s less money, but I can be there for my kid and for myself and that is far more important. I’m 47, single mom to my very favorite newly-minted teenager, and ever more self-assured that my raison d’être is to be an artist.

Something that I have incredibly hesitant to really accept all these years is that there is a certain amount of running-a-business involved with being an artist, at least if you ever hope to make any money at it, and since I’m not anywhere close to being independently wealthy, if I want to be able to spend my time making art, then I need to think about it like a business. I come from a long line of entrepreneurs and have had a number of businesses of my own over the years. I’ve had a construction company, owned an award winning restaurant, ran a children’s consignment shop amongst other things, all the while making art.

About 8 or 9 years ago, I decided that this “side gig” of making art was actually what I should be putting the bulk of my time and effort into. The difference it made in my work and in my heart was amazing when I let myself be “an artist”. I think that was when I finally let go of the idea that I was supposed to be an architect (a near-fatal accident put an end to that in 1999) who was just doing other things instead. I still love architecture, but looking back at it all, I’m glad that my foray into the world of architecture was short lived. I’m far happier making art than I would ever have been designing buildings. I’d still love the chance to design a bridge someday.

So now I’m back here, to being me, to being creative (there’s almost nothing worse for a creative person than to be too tired to create) and so I’m going to be making work, being the best mamma I can be, and trying to live my life the best way I can. I do love to write, so it’s silly that I’ve done such a lousy job of writing on my website. There has already been so much less of me on social media in the last couple of years, and I’m okay with that. So going forward, I’ll be here much more often on my website sharing my work and my writing with you. Thanks for following along on this thing called life…

Much love,

Angel

Poetry reading at Coalition Art Gallery

Tonight is the opening of Re-Thinking Trash, an exhibition of works entirely made from discarded materials and is my first showing of non-photographic work. I'm so very pleased with my 5 works that will be on display, and for sale, at Coalition and I hope you can make it by to see these and the other artists’ work.

For me, the big surprise is that the gallery owner was so in love with the titles to my pieces that he asked me if I would read some of my poetry at the opening this evening. Now, I've been writing poetry since I was a young girl of 8 or 9, but it was only recently that I have had my poetry published (thanks Jenny at Mountain Bluebird!), and I have never read my work in public. So this is a momentous occasion for me, hopefully one that I can get through without too much nervousness. I certainly don't have my poems memorized, but perhaps I know them well enough to get through without stumbling too much.

I would be ever grateful if your presence was a possibility this evening. If location or other things keeps you away, please send me good vibes at 5:30pm… Maybe someone will video it and I can share!

Be seeing you! 🧡

Angel is a covergirl...

I am feeling incredibly blessed these days. Last month, my work was featured in Mountain Bluebird Magazine and now Analog Forever Magazine has announced that they have chosen my piece entitled “Perfect” for the cover of Issue 7 that comes out in November. This piece is a photo transfer on chipboard that was the culmination of a whole series of utter failures and I was so very happy when this was finished and I loved it. When it came time to name it, I was at a loss so I asked my boyfriend at the time and he said it was perfect and that that should be the title. The nature of the dichotomy between actual perfection and things that are imperfectly perfect has always been a fascination of mine, so I was quite happy with his suggestion. This piece was part of the PDX30 exhibition at Lightbox Photographic Gallery in 2018 and sold on opening night. It now lives in Montana. So many thanks to Lisa Toboz and everyone else at Analog Forever for this honor!